I flopped around on the air mattress for the umpteenth time when I realized my plan had officially backfired.
Recovering my cold toes under the blanket. Fluffing pillows that weren't mine. Adjusting my earplugs. Pure agony.
I don't sleep great when I'm not home—and there was no way I was going to wake up as early as I'd planned for my CCO week blocks.
My sleep? Garbage.
My plan to use early morning wakeups for deep work on my website while staying at my sister's? Dead on arrival.
My intentions were good, though.
I've read so many examples of people leaving their typical setting to create hyperfocus for deep work. And I figured my two-hour flight plus time at my sister's would be the perfect way to get out of my usual routine and make serious progress on my website.
I wasn't entirely wrong.
My travel day Monday? Pretty productive.
Tuesday—my sister Abbey and I both worked from home and I actually finished my work early.
But Wednesday is where things went sideways.
Because there was no way I was getting up early enough to make time for my brand, plus my newsletter, and my brand management client work.
And it turns out Thursday and Friday my sister took off work.
Not to mention the fact that I was dealing with some hormonal yuck, not feeling my best, and by the time I got to the airport for my scheduled CCO time on Friday—my week had totally fallen off the rails.
My period came early. I was exhausted. And I spent the entire flight home reading instead of working because I was burned out from no sleep, hormonal imbalance issues all week, and not being in my own routine.
Despite releasing the CCO framework as a free resource last week in preparation for this, my plan—which was admittedly experimental—went completely off course.
And by Friday, I felt defeated.
Because here's the thing: the big thing I’ve been working toward, the thing that will make me feel “finished”, my website - still isn't done.
The Year of Almost-There
This messy CCO week? It's basically a perfect metaphor for my entire 2024-2025.
I've now completed 4 CCO weeks this year. Quarterly sprints where I blocked time, showed up for my brand, and made real progress.
I've spent a year rebuilding Cedar June from the ground up—repositioning my offers, developing frameworks, launching new services, working with 13 clients 1:1. I wrote all my website copy. I documented my entire methodology. Mostly solo.
How We Measure Progress When Nothing Feels Finished
When I actually sat down and looked at what I accomplished during this supposedly "failed" CCO week, I realized something.
✓ I updated the copy inside my Behind The Brand newsletter subscribe page.
✓ I finalized the framework for my Signature Site sales page.
✓ I finalized the framework on my Brand Color Kit sales page.
✓ I finalized the framework on my Studio Sesh sales page.
✓ I finished edits on my About page and homepage copy.
✓ I started to framework for my Brand Brushstrokes page.
That's... actually a lot. And it's all work I'm really proud of.
But in my head, because the website isn't launched, none of it counts.
Sound familiar?
Maybe you've been there too. You've done the strategy work. You've clarified your messaging. You've updated your offers. You've made real, meaningful progress on your brand.
But because the big visible thing isn't done yet—the website launch, the rebrand reveal, the new offer suite—you tell yourself you haven't accomplished anything.
This is the lie we tell ourselves about brand work.
That it only counts when it's visible. When it's launched. When other people can see it.
But here's what I'm learning after a year of CCO weeks that all technically "worked" but didn't get me to the finish line:
Progress isn't measured by the launch. It's measured by the work.